Just a little thought

Today after reading her blogs, One after another having me mentioning how important i am for her. I begin to ask myself, "Am I really that important to her?" I Dont know, but yes i know i do have a important place in her life.
From the day i met her, i wanted her to be my friend, but i never believed that a day would come where with out her my day seems dull. Not talking to her for a day or two make me feel uneasy. What i want to say may not be poetic or even have correct grammer or be spelled right but yes one think here is true, how important is she for me. I have broken rules to meet her, have walked out of my comfort zone to make sure she is happy, Controlled my emotions so i could she her smile. I dont mean to praise or count what i have done for her. All i am trying to say is that i can go to ends for her.
Today after reading her poem, she wrote for me on her blog ( She is really mad at me for not reading it eailer), i couldnt but just needed to say what i miss most today. Is being with her? Its not that we have parted but destiny has made us do so. But we know its only a matter of time. That what i am hanging on to, thats what i keep saying her.
I remember the time when we used to walk the town together, go to movies, have dinner, club around, go on lat night drives to places with frenz and party more. It was a perfect life, with her next to me. Today she is not next to me physically, we no longer party, club, go to movies or long late nite drives but yes we still are by each other support each other to get better fast, so we can again do all those things again.
honey the time for us to be together will come soon and this time we will be together for life.
I love you.