"Honey what happened to you?"
"Man u changed so much?"
"Where is my Kiddo gone?"
"Man I dont know you. So sound so matured!!"
"Rohit get out of there, hear yourself talk, janu You changed.. Please dont na. You need to get out of there!!!"
"Sweety its just time, am the same.. See m still you little kiddo you feel in love with, yes a little more polished. ( I know mamta reading this must be thinkin.. ya definately with shoe polish.. Dear i know u well and now stop laughing and read, yes moti u can kill me later & stopping talking again- for a few minutes)
For those who dont know Mamta- the idiot is my sister.. who is fifteen minutes younger than me and still never call me Bhaiya but abuses me like she must be doing rite now..;)
Anyways back to the real topic. the line u read above are actually words out of Nidhi's mouth whenever we speak.
Yes i was like a kid in front of her, always trying to impress her, it took me 9 months to finally succeed and i did good. see i am still holding on to her. its been seven years now. With time we got used to each other, understood each other. Time even got us matured. At times i think i was such a kid before.. we do grow fast rite. but even thru all this i still managed to remain the same stupid helplessly in love with her and m still am.
Ya i know i am not the same old kiddo you want me to be rite, but everyone has to grow up so did this kid. but i didnt want to. Time made me. and i know time will again make me the same old kid i was than but with a difference.. i wont let u do the thinkin when we going out.. ( need to take the flaws out when we reboot rite).
grrrr.. black out forgot what to wirte next. anyways...
"Honey what happened to you?"
Hey folks ,
I think its been ages since i last wrote something.. must be years.. yes all my other post were ages old. just wanted to share them with people and get their views.
anyways, yesterday is history so don't bother, future is yet to come, just grip your racket right so you can dirvert them quietly back to where it came and today is becoming history as we speak. so who care.. Live lite. Man i can be a little physiological. didnt know i had it in me.
Lets see what i have been doing in the past few months... mmmmmmm
i remember working, and ya working some more... damm nidhi is right. I did become a workaholic. Yes i managed to become something in a very short span of my work life.. hey very few people can achieve early success like this... hehe
But seriously i really need to get the fun back in my life.. See Rohit a few year back was carefree. lived one day at a time, enjoyed as it it was the last to live for. slept satisfied that i had enough fun for the day. but Rohit now lives by the clock.. enjoys every second he saves from doing his work early and using it to find new work. and the end sees a movie and goes to bed satisfied thinking he worked hard enough and gave his 100%.
Now thats a change we dont see over night in a person, but i have proof it did happen over night for me. dont believe ask her.. she keeps reminding me of the old days and when i remember them, i realise i am not the same Rohit. He must have been by other life.. You know re birth and all.
So, what is that i actually thought of writing today.. looks like i forgot, its new... when i sit to write i just the finger have a mind of their own.. it release the inside emotions. not good to keep it within right. not good for help.. but we got to keep in, not good for others.. hehe
damm enough of this $#!^, i need a topic to write something new. you know turn the emotions into something more friction when it comes out so it looks well dressed and gentlemen like.. you get the picture. let see if you can give me a head start..
I know my spelling are bad...